Thursday, November 11, 2010

i did not shed a tear

yesterday my grandmother died and, i did not shed a tear

the smallest three bedroom house you have ever seen was crammed with woman in black garb everywhere. get this right, muslim people aren't really supposed to wear black to weddings. it is jsut that 98% of the female cloaks are made black. that does not give us a choice really. apparently is fashionable. i dont see how i can look slimmed in a long dress that supposed to hide my curves. am i the onyl one who sees the irony?

now suddenly you think i'm heartless. but i am not, translate this to behavior of those people in my grandmothers house, in front of her dead body.Babies crying, adults complaining about how small the house is and old woman attempting to fit their chairs into 6cm square blocks on the blanketed floor.
come to a funeral and actually look sad for goodness sake